His Wisdom

February 12 when officially my thesis project, Cebuano Word Sense Disambigution is working, well it's not of good quality though, but nonetheless, it's working! Yikes! To be honest, I'm still in awe, and I hope it sinks in already because I really don't have confidence in my self for every programming projects assigned to me. I believe that's also the reason why I took data structures the nth time and caused me this extension in school. Back then, I envy people doing the coding part while I took part in the documentation, well I don't really underestimate the power of documentation, in fact the real world tells me, it's the major part in every software design. It's just because I'm jealous with the skills and great logic my classmates (especially my crush who was my groupmate! hehehe. one of my motivations *he makes me relate to this kind of MOVIE*) posses in doing such project, I don't really know if there's but anyway for me to achieve something like that and so that's why it makes me super relieved when I'm in a team of intelligent people, it gives me the sense of security for me to pass the project! It's so sad but true. >__<  And so, due to this extension, my proposed plan for a thesis partner has changed which definitely means, it's up to me. Starting really took some time and it really questioned my capability. Good thing the previous semesters helped me gain a little confidence when we had some projects especially  the mini book system project where I get to donate some codes. And so there, when I started, it's already the crunchiest time ever. I get frustrated for many, many nights for not hitting the target due to the lack of skills I posses.
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Sometimes, we actually know how much capacity we have and basing on what I know about my self, I'm bracing something that's  impossible and it's really magically amazing how from somewhere ideas were colliding and then pop! The program is running!  BUT I actually still have a long way to go since there's documentation that we'd still need to do plus the scariest part, the defense! But in all these wisdom of making it run, I firmly believe it's not all mine but HIS. Matthew 21:22: " And all things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive."   I believe he has given this to me and with that may God be praised.
Happy Sunday everyone! :)
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By the way, here's a song I've been searching for year and I've finally searched in world wide web , just today, 13th of February. It's always been a very soulful song to me and in any endeavors that I'm at, this songs hits the top spot for me :)

I Dance ~ Lenny Leblanc

When I'm alone with You Lord
My troubles seem to disappear
And the peace that comforts me
Always comes when You are near
And Your love's too much for my heart to contain
Joy too much that my feet won't refrain

So I dance like the rain on the roof
Tell my soul that my spirit's on the loose
Don't know if anyone will understand
Feels like an angel's got a hold of my hand
So I dance
I dance I dance I dance

When I think about the ways
That You have blessed my life
I sing a song of praise and thankful tears fill my eyes
'Cause Your love's too much for my heart to contain
Joy too much that my feet won't refrain