Happy New Year Blog! :D I have finally had some thoughts on how frequently my blog should be updated. Initially, I dreamt of becoming like those hardcore bloggers where they can easily blog every day. I would always be envious of those who blog like it is already part of breathing. After carefully learning what I really wanted and my capability to do blog, I realized I shouldn’t forcefully blog myself as a frequent as those who made blogging their habit but I shouldn’t update my blog either when I wanted to. There should be a pattern, a schedule – not as frequent and not on a longer gap manner so that I will not have a hard time compressing my thoughts.
My motivation on doing so many things (including blogging) blossomed on New Year’s Day. I heard mass on the first day of the year not only because I was tasked to sing the Responsorial Psalm but because I had to take that time to glorify and praise God for all the blessings that we have had received for the year 2011 as well hoping for another great 2012.
So how did the ignition happen? Allow me to give you a flash back about what happened on my 10-days-off vacation…
Everytime I go home to Bukidnon, there is no internet at home and the channels on our television are very limited. One of the things to bring is always a book or 2 for me to be preoccupied (Just to give you an idea about me: Movies do not make me preoccupied, they normally make me inefficient). One of the 2 books I brought with me is entitled, “Do Not Sweat Small Stuff at Work”. Reading that book is like being “accupuncturized”, there were so many times I had to sweat at small stuff at previous work thus pinching my both my heart and ego at the same time it was a very great realization that will have to be actualized in my new career, thus hurting myself in order to heal. The book taught me a lot of things and one of it includes re-visiting New Year’s Resolution.
I am always a New Year’s Resolution fan girl. I don’t get frustrated when few things on my list didn’t happen because I believe that as long as I’m given another chance to live another year, that resolution will probably be achieved. Another very important reason why ought not to be devastated is that because God may not have approved to my plan because He has a lot of better plans for me (Please read Jer. 29:11 for this matter).
The book gave me wonderful ideas on how to renew and re-factor my NY’s R but when I checked the list, there so many things my active and wanderer mind could have ever imagined (My NY’s R is kept as a secret right now but I will have to divulge that one of the resolutions is to do blogging J). After I’ve rechecked my list and read them all and it turned out that the biggest challenge I had in my mind after re-reading all those was, “How do I go about starting”? In a very common scenario, many people failed their dreams and ambitions because they fail to answer that question. My resolution would end up the same if eventually I couldn’t answer the same question.
It’s true when Jesus said, “Knock and the door shall be opened” – Mt. 7:7. I had always been ambitious and this time, as a new chapter awaits me (which is my new career), I don’t want to make my ambitions set to a mediocre level. I want to be very well-driven as much as I need to see results. I don’t want my resolution to remain on my papers and go dust in the wind so I had to ask God to please enlighten me with a simple yet very challenging question. My prayer didn’t take months to be answered; it took only days and He answered my prayer exactly on New Year’s Day through His instrument, our very brilliant and inspiring Parish Priest, Fr. Bob.
The ignition on how to make a list of things to do turn into action; a reality; a success, is taught, said and explained very briefly in Fr. Bob’s homily. If you happened to know John Maxwell, you’d know how keen he is and how inspiring he is with all the books he had ever wrote and how many millions of copies he had ever sold (if you don’t know him, turn your search engine on and type his name, Google is a friend you know ;) ). When he was asked as to what his secret was on his success, his answer was simple. I couldn’t remember exactly how Fr. Bob quoted his answer but in a more general tone, John Maxell didn’t have any secret at all, he simply started doing what he knew he could do and made a habit out of it. He started with bits and bits of work and when they were compiled, surprisingly they made up a book and that book made him earn billions.
In all these, I learned that we are not expected to do great stuff when we start. So how should we start a dream? We start by doing things in a small way, the smallest things with great love, passion and drive. Most of the successful people didn’t make a great leap and made their dreams come true. They started by making mini but continuous steps and they never let the fear of failing kept them from playing the game. This is now how I’m inspired and driven. I am not going to make my actions as extravagant, I just have to be a minimalist but a minimalist with maximum passion in everything I do, making me hope that all these inspiration I have drawn from the instruments God has given will be utilized and actualized, not just initially but all the days He’ll be giving me. –Fin-
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Jennifer Paige Stranded
As much as I love the song, I love the video's concept too :) Makes me wanna embrace all the tidal waves that drive me out to sea, I just don't want to be stranded, life should go on :3
Train - Drops of Jupiter (Boyce Avenue acoustic cover) on iTunes
The other night, I had a dream... I saw you but you didn't see me... I wanted to ask Como Estas to you but after a blink of an eye, you vanished and then I woke up. Yesterday afternoon was funny because my dream did came true even the sad ending: I wasn't able to catch you ~ Again, our time never meet. So here's a song that might remind you of me. Haha!
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
His Wisdom
February 12 when officially my thesis project, Cebuano Word Sense Disambigution is working, well it's not of good quality though, but nonetheless, it's working! Yikes! To be honest, I'm still in awe, and I hope it sinks in already because I really don't have confidence in my self for every programming projects assigned to me. I believe that's also the reason why I took data structures the nth time and caused me this extension in school. Back then, I envy people doing the coding part while I took part in the documentation, well I don't really underestimate the power of documentation, in fact the real world tells me, it's the major part in every software design. It's just because I'm jealous with the skills and great logic my classmates (especially my crush who was my groupmate! hehehe. one of my motivations *he makes me relate to this kind of MOVIE*) posses in doing such project, I don't really know if there's but anyway for me to achieve something like that and so that's why it makes me super relieved when I'm in a team of intelligent people, it gives me the sense of security for me to pass the project! It's so sad but true. >__< And so, due to this extension, my proposed plan for a thesis partner has changed which definitely means, it's up to me. Starting really took some time and it really questioned my capability. Good thing the previous semesters helped me gain a little confidence when we had some projects especially the mini book system project where I get to donate some codes. And so there, when I started, it's already the crunchiest time ever. I get frustrated for many, many nights for not hitting the target due to the lack of skills I posses.
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Sometimes, we actually know how much capacity we have and basing on what I know about my self, I'm bracing something that's impossible and it's really magically amazing how from somewhere ideas were colliding and then pop! The program is running! BUT I actually still have a long way to go since there's documentation that we'd still need to do plus the scariest part, thedefense! But in all these wisdom of making it run, I firmly believe it's not all mine but HIS. Matthew 21:22: " And all things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive." I believe he has given this to me and with that may God be praised.
Happy Sunday everyone! :)
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By the way, here's a song I've been searching for year and I've finally searched in world wide web , just today, 13th of February. It's always been a very soulful song to me and in any endeavors that I'm at, this songs hits the top spot for me :)
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Sometimes, we actually know how much capacity we have and basing on what I know about my self, I'm bracing something that's impossible and it's really magically amazing how from somewhere ideas were colliding and then pop! The program is running! BUT I actually still have a long way to go since there's documentation that we'd still need to do plus the scariest part, the
Happy Sunday everyone! :)
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By the way, here's a song I've been searching for year and I've finally searched in world wide web , just today, 13th of February. It's always been a very soulful song to me and in any endeavors that I'm at, this songs hits the top spot for me :)
I Dance ~ Lenny Leblanc
When I'm alone with You Lord
My troubles seem to disappear
And the peace that comforts me
Always comes when You are near
And Your love's too much for my heart to contain
Joy too much that my feet won't refrain
So I dance like the rain on the roof
Tell my soul that my spirit's on the loose
Don't know if anyone will understand
Feels like an angel's got a hold of my hand
So I dance
I dance I dance I dance
When I think about the ways
That You have blessed my life
I sing a song of praise and thankful tears fill my eyes
'Cause Your love's too much for my heart to contain
Joy too much that my feet won't refrain
My troubles seem to disappear
And the peace that comforts me
Always comes when You are near
And Your love's too much for my heart to contain
Joy too much that my feet won't refrain
So I dance like the rain on the roof
Tell my soul that my spirit's on the loose
Don't know if anyone will understand
Feels like an angel's got a hold of my hand
So I dance
I dance I dance I dance
When I think about the ways
That You have blessed my life
I sing a song of praise and thankful tears fill my eyes
'Cause Your love's too much for my heart to contain
Joy too much that my feet won't refrain
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